saranghaeyo

sth which i wish to put behind me
sth which i've neva wanted to face
or hear...
juz dun let it get close to me..
its a form of escape
wonder how long more can i escape..
izit true aft a while
u wud have gotten so used to escaping
that nth seems to have happen at all..
bt its nt possible...
cuz i c u in sch everyday..
even if i dun want to..
i still do..
told myself its okay
psycho myself into believing that it was nth..
everythg is over..
bt yet in my heart...
i cant get over it..
when i c u, my heart aches..
really badly..
a sad feeling washed over me..
at that split second, nth cums to my mind except saranghaeyo...